Worry much?

I'll stand up and say it: My name is Sarah and I'm a worrier. That's supposed to be the first step...admitting that you have a problem. Now that I'm on my way to self-fulfillment and healing, I'll air some of my worries.

Among others, I have financial worries. David and I were assigned homework to make a budget before our next financial peace class at church. Will we be on the same page? Will it stretch? Will everything be covered? Is there anything left for fun or saving toward big purchases down the road (future trip to Italy, new tires for the cars, a new roof)? What if we have an emergency? What if I get sick again and can't work? The more I think about it, the more scenarios flood my mind. I can be a very tenancious and creative worrier.

David, in all his wisdom, tells me not to worry. Everything will work out. We'll be fine. I want to believe that, too. He must be wondering where his sunny, optimistic wife is. He is such a wonderful comfort,but the worries creep back in.

Most of all, God is dealing with me about my lack of faith. All the verses I've ever read about worry are streaming through my mind, and still, I worry. I want to make these truths play out in my daily life, but I seem to struggle against the practical things I see around me (bills, debts, etc.) versus faith that God will take care of us. I have had the song "His Eye is on the Sparrow" in my mind all day. May I remember that wonderful blessing everyday.

Thank you, Lord, for everything you've given me. I am truly blessed. I have a wonderful husband, a nice home, and my needs met. Forgive my lack of faith and help me to be thankful. Amen.

Hebrews 11:1 "Now faith is the substance of things hoped for , the evidence of things not seen. "

Matthew 6:34 "Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."

Psalm 108:4 "Your love Oh, Lord, reaches to the nations. Your faithfulness reaches to the skies."